Welcome to my blog!

First I want to tell you a little about me – so you know that I’m a real person with a story and a journey, not some self-help self-inflated ‘guru’ that never really had to help themselves out of anything. 😆

Anyway… born premature with a big Sagittarius stellium, it seems I had places to go! Incubation, sickness, bottle-fed and pretty much my mom was a single mom from the start. I spent a bunch of time in the hospital, and she and my father divorced 3 months later. She was always a rock star, trying to do and be everything for 5 kids total.

I experienced intermittent abuse from friends of my dad’s most of the way through elementary school, all those ‘amazing’ adult parties lol. I repressed memories of it but experienced hip pain since my teenage years and never had any desire to be In my body, I always remember feeling different and trapped – like ‘locked in’ here.

So my journey was always about feeling good in my body but not knowing how the HECK to get there – and not even knowing what was blocked. Working out, gym, chiropractic, physical therapy, yoga, various diagnoses. At 28, pregnant with my son I began reiki training and kundalini yoga and mediation. These brought me major assistance, nervous system repair and inspiration but I was still stuck.

At 33 I found out about an issue in my hips, and had surgery on each. The pain continued. Fibromyalgia was the new diagnosis. My graphic design career wasn’t working for me, and neither was the office, disability loomed.

I became a single mom and found more calm and control over the foods in my house, but still was in chronic pain, fatigue and digestive stress, learning to mitigate them and still Live as much as possible. 

At 39 I met a sweet Jamaican man and was suddenly pregnant with my daughter and reliving once blocked childhood memories. Yay! My amazing daughter was born and my mom left her body shortly after. It really threw me into a deep, dark night of the soul. And each time I clawed my way to the surface another round came again.

I learned that I naturally resurface when I stay on the path. And there is nourishment in the shadows, don’t fight them be curious. In fact, the most exuberant parts of myself were there. It was a journey well worth the investment. 

I learned that my own body, my sensuality, is my alchemy – my key – for transmuting pain into pleasure. I learned that ease, relaxation, pleasure and creativity are my vibration. LACK was the program. SUFFERING was the program. REJECTION was the program. 

Like my laptop, I can delete any program no longer useful to my goals.

Like my laptop, I can use my own operating system to understand who I actually am.

What I was made for. Design or data? I can read my own blueprints.

I can create a new story – I can reimagine and reclaim all of my Self, my moments and my Presence.

 

Currently, I am on a journey with the sacred waters in my body and my 11 moon centers to reclaim my vitality and my sacred worth.

Stay tuned! Join the email list and the moon centers & moon cycles FaceBook group.

Check out my events for kundalini and embodiment offerings, services for reiki.

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